Your Love

Actually, to be honest, I'm not really happy about my Prelims.
I can't even hit my target grades and L1R5 that I wanted to achieve.
But right, many things happened during the exams and the presence of God, man, it was nice.
And turns out I didn't do that badly, which is really really great!
It's like the more I believed in my self-efforts, the worse my grades were.
I realised that all I had to do is surrender, that's all.
Let go and let God.

Hehe! And very very very extremely unexpected I did well for my current timed assignments and all for my Chinese!!!!! :DDDD
Woohoo!
Chinese is like one of my worst subjects man! :)))
How the Lord uses the weak to confound the mighty! :)
I will surely do well and reap good harvests for my Chinese 'O's for the Lord is with me!!!

Okay, the best of the best was that I got a opportunity to share the gospel with my classmate!
It was seriously the most awesome feeling I've ever felt - talking to someone about Jesus and feeling the Holy Spirit speak through you and flowing in you.
Wow, it was totally great and I'm expecting her to do well for her 'O's too!
Really in the mood to help people improve their studies right now!
I don't know why but I feel refreshed after doing that, teaching people, seeing them understand what I'm saying and all. :)))

I can't wait to experience more of God's grace and His love for me man! :D
Hehe, thank you Lord for being with me and making me prosper wherever I go. :)

6:55 AM
♥

Feeling so refreshed from service today! :)
Pastor Prince expounded a lot about repentance.
You know how some believers believe that repentance = remorseful, confessing your sins.
I'm so glad that my Lord thinks differently.
He sees repentance as us turning away from our self-righteousness and into HIS righteousness.
How great is that man!
It's like every time we see Jesus, we become more Christ-conscious and are transformed into the same image!
I love it!
It's weird how people think that we should be sin-conscious to be set free; it's no use.
When you keep pushing the sins upon yourself, you become heavy-laden and also you neglect Jesus' finished work on the cross.
If our God sent His only begotten son, who took all our sins and died for us so that we may be set free, why must we continue indulging on our sins?

See, now the thing is to not look to yourself, but to look to your Provider!
So awesome right! :D
And I loved how Pastor Gabriel said about us being an empty cup and Jesus filling us up from the inside :)
He works everything into us that we might be able to work out of it.
At the end of the day, all our effort came OUT OF His grace.
The best part is, the cup overflows.
God just doesn't know when to stop does He?
He is a God of more than enough.
When you ask Him for a fruit, He gives you a tree that grows fruit, that produces seeds, and comes out a harvest.
Wow.
I am really anticipating my results and ready to face my enemies! :)
With my enemies, only then can the Lord make me more than a conqueror.

1:42 AM
♥

Hi! Just thought that I might share the God-filled moments I had today :D
Today has been a hectic day man, I forgot to bring my uniform to change for the lower sec investiture, bring my Chem ws and Chinese ws which was due today.
But everything changed for my good! :)
I was reading on "Provision Promises" about the part where God will turn every curse into a blessing.
And today's blessings was overflowing in abundance! :)

Firstly, I'm really bad at serving during badminton matches and I really thought that I wouldn't pass my serving assessment today.
Even when I practiced with my friends before the assessment, the results were the same - I still didn't managed to serve diagonally opposite within the opponent's court.
Those are the moments when no matter how hard you try you won't be able to receive the results you want, are those moments where you depend on the Lord the most.
So, it was like my turn to serve and all and I kept muttering under my breath, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
Surprisingly, I managed to serve successfully for more than 5 consecutive times!
It was truly a miracle and I was really touched by how much the Lord loves me that He was me to be successful even in the littlest of things, as long as they were something to me. :)

Secondly, my Chem teacher didn't even went through the worksheet that was due and I was completely safe! :)
And the best part was receiving my results for my Maths and AMaths test papers.
It was totally unexpected!
I achieved 16/17 for my AMaths and 19/20 for Math!
Like, how blessed can this day get man!

I got a little worried towards the end of the day because I completely forgot to bring my uniform to change for the formal event - investiture.
It was also compulsory for all senior student councillors to attend and I didn't really know what to do.
I can't possibly rush back home, iron my shirt and arrive back to school on time.
In the end, I went for Chinese tutorial and skipped the investiture entirely.
This was the awesome part, despite the fact that I sat at the front row and didn't bring my ws, my Chinese teacher didn't punish me to write S, O, R, R, Y with my butt or something like that.
It was truly favour man!
And THANK GOD! I don't need to attend make-up lessons on Monday if I didn't appear for Chinese lesson and went for the investiture instead.
I get to go home early! Praise the Lord!

Lastly, I didn't have to wait a long time for the traffic.
I just pressed the button and one second after, the traffic light just changed to red.
It was amazing man!
Usually I have to wait about 20mins to an hour for my bus but today I just needed to wait around 3mins?
Really a God-filled day man, a series of not unfortunate events but blessed events.
Oh how much He loves me.

...the Lord your God turned the curse into a blessing for you, because the Lord your God loves you.
-Deuteronomy 23:5

5:11 AM
♥

I recently got a revelation from my Daddy! :D
You know how some people cannot stop talking about themselves, boasting about what they have etc.?
They want to boost their confidence in themselves right?
But we, the believers of Christ do not do the same, we talk so much more about Jesus because He is our confidence and our confidence rests in Him.
Wow, the Lord has so many ways in revealing revelations and letting me see more of Him.

I'm so glad that I'm no longer of the world and how much the Lord has changed me, really.
Back then, okay maybe some of you guys know, I was a complete bitch. (if that is the word)
Haha, I did many stupid things and ruined many of my friendships back in Primary school.
I still can remember there was a period of time when I was being ostracized.
It's amazing how much when I turn to the Lord for His righteousness and His completion to complete me.
That's when I became complete.
And even though I told my friends that I was being left in class like an outcast, my friends refused to believe me.
I guess this is what I call favour.

I am really really really thankful that I got brought into Elpis and Esme (my DG).
I know it's no accident that I have been placed together with so many wonderful people and such a godly crowd.
Friends that could cheer me up and bring me back to Jesus.
Friends that have a Jesus perspective of situations.
Friends that I enjoy and love being with.
Yeah, and I know Lord that the best is yet to come :D
Omg, how wonderful will it be man, this year, 2012, the year of unceasing fruitfulness.

5:12 AM
♥

SUP!!!
Been a very very long time since I blogged :)
I really really want to thank the Lord for everything he has done for me.
Like seriously, this year has been full of unceasing fruitfulness.
It's like as if fruits cant stop bearing and everyday has a new and fresh one!
It's so awesome man!

IT'S CRAZY. I HAVE SO MANY TESTIMONIES TO SHARE.
So firstly, haha regarding my common tests.
THIS IS SUPER INSANE OKAY.

So for Social Studies, it was tested on Diplomacy and Deterrence.
Inside this chapter there are like 3 sub-topics: Diplomacy, Deterrence and International Conflicts.
And my SS teacher said that there would be two questions so it would be fair and easier.
So I was like: Oh yeah, I just needa study 2 :)
I went to study Deterrence and International Conflicts because I liked them both and detested Diplomacy (just too long-winded)
I felt okay when I was studying them and didn't even take a look or even read through Diplomacy.
Some of friends happen to do the same so I thought it would perhaps be okay.

On the day of my common test, the paper was being passed down and I almost like fainted or something when I saw the question.
LIKE WTH, ON DIPLOMACY.
I was seriously shocked + angry + frustrated and my mind was like totally blank.
Right there and then, I closed my eyes, prayed in tongues and really hoped that I could at least write out a sentence.
I began then writing rubbish and whatever that came into my mind, trusting God for favour with my teacher (an O-Level marker)
I even wrote a weird sentence which was: For example, Singapore helped to put out the haze in Indonesia.
I really couldn't think of anything else.
And I only had 45mins to finish both my SS and History papers.
My history paper was about the same, I didn't really knew how to answer the question even though I studied so I was really trusting God for a passing mark for both my humanities.
So, me and my friend were like "Shit, haha, whatever la"
I felt really down and stupid for not studying the whole of SS when I could have done so.
When I told some of my friends who studied everything, they were like you're gonna fail.
I wanted to kind of cry but somehow I didn't.
My mind was like going crazy, I really didn't know what to do. I didn't have this kind of experience before.
Everything just seem to go wrong.

So when I got back my History papers, I was really hoping that I could pass since my teacher said that it was not that well done.
I didn't even want to see my marks when I got the paper man.
I was totally shocked + happy + clueless when I saw my marks.
I got an 8 an 8/12
But this was not the end man.
I received my SS papers after.
My teacher was pretty upset and showed us the statistics.
There were like 10A1s, few Bs, Cs, Ds, and F9.
F9. I was like OMG. That can't be me.
My teacher said that there were some girls who scored 3/12.
I was like don't let that be me and I prayed in tongues again. (it calmed my heart)
When I got my paper, I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
I GOT A FREAKING 8/12!!!!
PRAISE THE LORD.
LIKE WHAT THE CRAP MAN.
An O-level examiner marking my paper full of rubbish giving me an 8!!!
THIS CANNOT BE DONE, UNLESS BY THE GRACE OF THE LORD.
I was like asking my friends who studied and some who did the same as me; not studying diplomacy.
Some got a 3, 4 or a 5.
AND I GOT AN 8 SERIOUSLY.
Nothing could explain my feelings or thoughts back then man.
All I can say now is I could not have done it unless the Lord was with me.

I believe He has set me up for greater things man.
He is much bigger than my O's and I will be successful because He is with me.
I wanna run into His arms and hug Him right now for loving me so much.
I didn't expect this testimony to be so long hahaha.
Thank you Abba :)

8:39 PM
♥

How Pastor Prince once said, the highest form of communication is when you and the Holy Spirit's soul are joined as one.
I've been experiencing similar things like these.
Like, I just happened to thought of bringing my plastic bag that day on packing day when no human or phone call from anyone reminded me.
I know it's not me reminding myself (That's like impossible right)
I was like, oh yeah, my plastic bag.
In the middle of doing something else and it couldn't be me thinking of plastic bags so I remembered it suddenly.
It was something else, something inside me.
I thought that was super cool and straight away I thought what Pastor Prince said.
Yeah, and the other time at Grace Tan's house.
The question that Nikhil asked me about something room (a quite complicated question)
Something inner of me answered "Don't walk in the room" so I just echoed whatever the Holy Spirit told me.
It turns out that others were seeing me as being smart and wise in answering the question, even I was a little dumbfounded myself.
And when I got home, thinking about it, I realised it couldn't be me but the Holy Spirit.
Oh, I'm so glad that I have Jesus inside me who influences my decisions and sets me out for the right choice in my life.

Anyways, mission trip is in about 3 more days ;)
Can't wait for me to be a blessing to the kids in Thailand and also being blessed in return.
I believe that I will not go out of the mission trip the same when I stepped in.
I really want to be a light to the children there and also show them the Jesus who has always been with me for like almost my whole life.
I know that when they receive Jesus their lives will be transformed and I really want to witness that scene of children praying to receive their saviour.
That's just what I've been expecting for the mission trip, for lives to be transformed and for me to see Jesus in a new light - not me going there to serve, but Him serving through me that I might receive so much more blessings.
So, whatever I'm expecting, God will multiply them into so much more and give me what I can never imagine.
:) I'm glad my God is a God of more than enough.

7:03 PM
♥

So yesterday, I heard the disc I bought: my long-awaited LEGACY CAMP SERMON!!
At first, it was just like, oh.. okay...
But when I started playing it, it's like as if the anointing during the camp was brought over to my house.
I can totally feel the presence of God around me and I felt so at rest.

There and then, I really ate of the Word and my mind became renewed again.
Now I know why I adored David so much.
He was of a different spirit, he wasn't like the other people who didn't dare to stand against the giant.
He was a DIAMOND.
I really thought I was being a little weird and different when I was not as worried or anxious about the exams compared to my fellow classmates and friends.
I knew that God was on my side and I have the mind of Christ so I was indifferent towards the papers and all.
After hearing the sermon I knew why I was different.
I shone like a diamond. I wasn't like my friends who were stones. (even though I was stoning HAHA)
And I also found out why all my friends were so concerned that I was not like them.
They thought I had something special in my life that they missed out and wanted me to be on par with them.

But NO, I am not going to betray Jesus and be fearful of any papers who stand as my enemies.
The papers are going to fall like Goliath because I compare them to my God.
You don't compare your problems to yourself but know how greater your God is, bigger than any other problem you will ever face or faced.
Like wow, such a young boy like David had faith which could overcome a giant.
How I loved David when he said

Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?

Haha, and all your problems equate to bread which will make you stronger each day.
Thank God for all the problems we face even though God didn't create them but He turned each and every one of them for our good.
Like David, we will likewise soar over all our situations all our problems THROUGH CHRIST who strengthens us.
AMEN!!!

4:56 AM
♥

Actually, to be honest, I'm not really happy about my Prelims.
I can't even hit my target grades and L1R5 that I wanted to achieve.
But right, many things happened during the exams and the presence of God, man, it was nice.
And turns out I didn't do that badly, which is really really great!
It's like the more I believed in my self-efforts, the worse my grades were.
I realised that all I had to do is surrender, that's all.
Let go and let God.

Hehe! And very very very extremely unexpected I did well for my current timed assignments and all for my Chinese!!!!! :DDDD
Woohoo!
Chinese is like one of my worst subjects man! :)))
How the Lord uses the weak to confound the mighty! :)
I will surely do well and reap good harvests for my Chinese 'O's for the Lord is with me!!!

Okay, the best of the best was that I got a opportunity to share the gospel with my classmate!
It was seriously the most awesome feeling I've ever felt - talking to someone about Jesus and feeling the Holy Spirit speak through you and flowing in you.
Wow, it was totally great and I'm expecting her to do well for her 'O's too!
Really in the mood to help people improve their studies right now!
I don't know why but I feel refreshed after doing that, teaching people, seeing them understand what I'm saying and all. :)))

I can't wait to experience more of God's grace and His love for me man! :D
Hehe, thank you Lord for being with me and making me prosper wherever I go. :)

6:55 AM
♥

Feeling so refreshed from service today! :)
Pastor Prince expounded a lot about repentance.
You know how some believers believe that repentance = remorseful, confessing your sins.
I'm so glad that my Lord thinks differently.
He sees repentance as us turning away from our self-righteousness and into HIS righteousness.
How great is that man!
It's like every time we see Jesus, we become more Christ-conscious and are transformed into the same image!
I love it!
It's weird how people think that we should be sin-conscious to be set free; it's no use.
When you keep pushing the sins upon yourself, you become heavy-laden and also you neglect Jesus' finished work on the cross.
If our God sent His only begotten son, who took all our sins and died for us so that we may be set free, why must we continue indulging on our sins?

See, now the thing is to not look to yourself, but to look to your Provider!
So awesome right! :D
And I loved how Pastor Gabriel said about us being an empty cup and Jesus filling us up from the inside :)
He works everything into us that we might be able to work out of it.
At the end of the day, all our effort came OUT OF His grace.
The best part is, the cup overflows.
God just doesn't know when to stop does He?
He is a God of more than enough.
When you ask Him for a fruit, He gives you a tree that grows fruit, that produces seeds, and comes out a harvest.
Wow.
I am really anticipating my results and ready to face my enemies! :)
With my enemies, only then can the Lord make me more than a conqueror.

1:42 AM
♥

Hi! Just thought that I might share the God-filled moments I had today :D
Today has been a hectic day man, I forgot to bring my uniform to change for the lower sec investiture, bring my Chem ws and Chinese ws which was due today.
But everything changed for my good! :)
I was reading on "Provision Promises" about the part where God will turn every curse into a blessing.
And today's blessings was overflowing in abundance! :)

Firstly, I'm really bad at serving during badminton matches and I really thought that I wouldn't pass my serving assessment today.
Even when I practiced with my friends before the assessment, the results were the same - I still didn't managed to serve diagonally opposite within the opponent's court.
Those are the moments when no matter how hard you try you won't be able to receive the results you want, are those moments where you depend on the Lord the most.
So, it was like my turn to serve and all and I kept muttering under my breath, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
Surprisingly, I managed to serve successfully for more than 5 consecutive times!
It was truly a miracle and I was really touched by how much the Lord loves me that He was me to be successful even in the littlest of things, as long as they were something to me. :)

Secondly, my Chem teacher didn't even went through the worksheet that was due and I was completely safe! :)
And the best part was receiving my results for my Maths and AMaths test papers.
It was totally unexpected!
I achieved 16/17 for my AMaths and 19/20 for Math!
Like, how blessed can this day get man!

I got a little worried towards the end of the day because I completely forgot to bring my uniform to change for the formal event - investiture.
It was also compulsory for all senior student councillors to attend and I didn't really know what to do.
I can't possibly rush back home, iron my shirt and arrive back to school on time.
In the end, I went for Chinese tutorial and skipped the investiture entirely.
This was the awesome part, despite the fact that I sat at the front row and didn't bring my ws, my Chinese teacher didn't punish me to write S, O, R, R, Y with my butt or something like that.
It was truly favour man!
And THANK GOD! I don't need to attend make-up lessons on Monday if I didn't appear for Chinese lesson and went for the investiture instead.
I get to go home early! Praise the Lord!

Lastly, I didn't have to wait a long time for the traffic.
I just pressed the button and one second after, the traffic light just changed to red.
It was amazing man!
Usually I have to wait about 20mins to an hour for my bus but today I just needed to wait around 3mins?
Really a God-filled day man, a series of not unfortunate events but blessed events.
Oh how much He loves me.

...the Lord your God turned the curse into a blessing for you, because the Lord your God loves you.
-Deuteronomy 23:5

5:11 AM
♥

I recently got a revelation from my Daddy! :D
You know how some people cannot stop talking about themselves, boasting about what they have etc.?
They want to boost their confidence in themselves right?
But we, the believers of Christ do not do the same, we talk so much more about Jesus because He is our confidence and our confidence rests in Him.
Wow, the Lord has so many ways in revealing revelations and letting me see more of Him.

I'm so glad that I'm no longer of the world and how much the Lord has changed me, really.
Back then, okay maybe some of you guys know, I was a complete bitch. (if that is the word)
Haha, I did many stupid things and ruined many of my friendships back in Primary school.
I still can remember there was a period of time when I was being ostracized.
It's amazing how much when I turn to the Lord for His righteousness and His completion to complete me.
That's when I became complete.
And even though I told my friends that I was being left in class like an outcast, my friends refused to believe me.
I guess this is what I call favour.

I am really really really thankful that I got brought into Elpis and Esme (my DG).
I know it's no accident that I have been placed together with so many wonderful people and such a godly crowd.
Friends that could cheer me up and bring me back to Jesus.
Friends that have a Jesus perspective of situations.
Friends that I enjoy and love being with.
Yeah, and I know Lord that the best is yet to come :D
Omg, how wonderful will it be man, this year, 2012, the year of unceasing fruitfulness.

5:12 AM
♥

SUP!!!
Been a very very long time since I blogged :)
I really really want to thank the Lord for everything he has done for me.
Like seriously, this year has been full of unceasing fruitfulness.
It's like as if fruits cant stop bearing and everyday has a new and fresh one!
It's so awesome man!

IT'S CRAZY. I HAVE SO MANY TESTIMONIES TO SHARE.
So firstly, haha regarding my common tests.
THIS IS SUPER INSANE OKAY.

So for Social Studies, it was tested on Diplomacy and Deterrence.
Inside this chapter there are like 3 sub-topics: Diplomacy, Deterrence and International Conflicts.
And my SS teacher said that there would be two questions so it would be fair and easier.
So I was like: Oh yeah, I just needa study 2 :)
I went to study Deterrence and International Conflicts because I liked them both and detested Diplomacy (just too long-winded)
I felt okay when I was studying them and didn't even take a look or even read through Diplomacy.
Some of friends happen to do the same so I thought it would perhaps be okay.

On the day of my common test, the paper was being passed down and I almost like fainted or something when I saw the question.
LIKE WTH, ON DIPLOMACY.
I was seriously shocked + angry + frustrated and my mind was like totally blank.
Right there and then, I closed my eyes, prayed in tongues and really hoped that I could at least write out a sentence.
I began then writing rubbish and whatever that came into my mind, trusting God for favour with my teacher (an O-Level marker)
I even wrote a weird sentence which was: For example, Singapore helped to put out the haze in Indonesia.
I really couldn't think of anything else.
And I only had 45mins to finish both my SS and History papers.
My history paper was about the same, I didn't really knew how to answer the question even though I studied so I was really trusting God for a passing mark for both my humanities.
So, me and my friend were like "Shit, haha, whatever la"
I felt really down and stupid for not studying the whole of SS when I could have done so.
When I told some of my friends who studied everything, they were like you're gonna fail.
I wanted to kind of cry but somehow I didn't.
My mind was like going crazy, I really didn't know what to do. I didn't have this kind of experience before.
Everything just seem to go wrong.

So when I got back my History papers, I was really hoping that I could pass since my teacher said that it was not that well done.
I didn't even want to see my marks when I got the paper man.
I was totally shocked + happy + clueless when I saw my marks.
I got an 8 an 8/12
But this was not the end man.
I received my SS papers after.
My teacher was pretty upset and showed us the statistics.
There were like 10A1s, few Bs, Cs, Ds, and F9.
F9. I was like OMG. That can't be me.
My teacher said that there were some girls who scored 3/12.
I was like don't let that be me and I prayed in tongues again. (it calmed my heart)
When I got my paper, I was like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
I GOT A FREAKING 8/12!!!!
PRAISE THE LORD.
LIKE WHAT THE CRAP MAN.
An O-level examiner marking my paper full of rubbish giving me an 8!!!
THIS CANNOT BE DONE, UNLESS BY THE GRACE OF THE LORD.
I was like asking my friends who studied and some who did the same as me; not studying diplomacy.
Some got a 3, 4 or a 5.
AND I GOT AN 8 SERIOUSLY.
Nothing could explain my feelings or thoughts back then man.
All I can say now is I could not have done it unless the Lord was with me.

I believe He has set me up for greater things man.
He is much bigger than my O's and I will be successful because He is with me.
I wanna run into His arms and hug Him right now for loving me so much.
I didn't expect this testimony to be so long hahaha.
Thank you Abba :)

8:39 PM
♥

How Pastor Prince once said, the highest form of communication is when you and the Holy Spirit's soul are joined as one.
I've been experiencing similar things like these.
Like, I just happened to thought of bringing my plastic bag that day on packing day when no human or phone call from anyone reminded me.
I know it's not me reminding myself (That's like impossible right)
I was like, oh yeah, my plastic bag.
In the middle of doing something else and it couldn't be me thinking of plastic bags so I remembered it suddenly.
It was something else, something inside me.
I thought that was super cool and straight away I thought what Pastor Prince said.
Yeah, and the other time at Grace Tan's house.
The question that Nikhil asked me about something room (a quite complicated question)
Something inner of me answered "Don't walk in the room" so I just echoed whatever the Holy Spirit told me.
It turns out that others were seeing me as being smart and wise in answering the question, even I was a little dumbfounded myself.
And when I got home, thinking about it, I realised it couldn't be me but the Holy Spirit.
Oh, I'm so glad that I have Jesus inside me who influences my decisions and sets me out for the right choice in my life.

Anyways, mission trip is in about 3 more days ;)
Can't wait for me to be a blessing to the kids in Thailand and also being blessed in return.
I believe that I will not go out of the mission trip the same when I stepped in.
I really want to be a light to the children there and also show them the Jesus who has always been with me for like almost my whole life.
I know that when they receive Jesus their lives will be transformed and I really want to witness that scene of children praying to receive their saviour.
That's just what I've been expecting for the mission trip, for lives to be transformed and for me to see Jesus in a new light - not me going there to serve, but Him serving through me that I might receive so much more blessings.
So, whatever I'm expecting, God will multiply them into so much more and give me what I can never imagine.
:) I'm glad my God is a God of more than enough.

7:03 PM
♥

So yesterday, I heard the disc I bought: my long-awaited LEGACY CAMP SERMON!!
At first, it was just like, oh.. okay...
But when I started playing it, it's like as if the anointing during the camp was brought over to my house.
I can totally feel the presence of God around me and I felt so at rest.

There and then, I really ate of the Word and my mind became renewed again.
Now I know why I adored David so much.
He was of a different spirit, he wasn't like the other people who didn't dare to stand against the giant.
He was a DIAMOND.
I really thought I was being a little weird and different when I was not as worried or anxious about the exams compared to my fellow classmates and friends.
I knew that God was on my side and I have the mind of Christ so I was indifferent towards the papers and all.
After hearing the sermon I knew why I was different.
I shone like a diamond. I wasn't like my friends who were stones. (even though I was stoning HAHA)
And I also found out why all my friends were so concerned that I was not like them.
They thought I had something special in my life that they missed out and wanted me to be on par with them.

But NO, I am not going to betray Jesus and be fearful of any papers who stand as my enemies.
The papers are going to fall like Goliath because I compare them to my God.
You don't compare your problems to yourself but know how greater your God is, bigger than any other problem you will ever face or faced.
Like wow, such a young boy like David had faith which could overcome a giant.
How I loved David when he said

Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?

Haha, and all your problems equate to bread which will make you stronger each day.
Thank God for all the problems we face even though God didn't create them but He turned each and every one of them for our good.
Like David, we will likewise soar over all our situations all our problems THROUGH CHRIST who strengthens us.
AMEN!!!

4:56 AM
♥